Life has been crazy.
God's been teaching me that it is by his grace that I'm here, that I can feel joy, excitement, suspense, pain, and longing. To be thankful to be alive. Try it sometime, it's really a breath of fresh air. Either way, gratitude comes from trust, trust from faith, and faith from Christ or the hope that he gives.
Mini-rant, but it's what I've found to be true. Thanks for listening, to any of you who did.